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Tired.

Wed Jul 8, 2009, 1:39 PM
I'm just tired.

Tired of this shit hole you people have been calling life.
THIS is life?
War, hunger, woman and children living in fear of the men that beat them, and the Men abused by their cold heartless wives.
People dying for no reason, overdose, homelessnes.

ALL OF THIS IS LIFE.

I'm tired of this.

Positive?
You want me to think POSITIVE?
That's ALL I've been doing, that's all I ever do.
Think positive, try my best, get back on track, help who I can when I can, how I can.
I try to love, think happy, daydream and pray that one day, No I THOUGHT, I HOPED.
It would all turn around.

What do I get?
HUH!!?

WHAT THE FUCK TO YOU GIVE ME!?
NOTHIGN BUT DISPARE!

You take my father, tear me from my family, derail me, stop me at every turn , put me down, make me jobless, make me HOMELESS!
I've Stolen, I've lied, I've killed, I've sinned!

And THAT'S what I get for being positive?
You FUCK ME OVER AT EVERY TURN!?

Fuck this then.

I'm tired of my friends leaving me.
I'm tired of mooching because I can help myself anymore.
I'm tired.

I'm just tired...
No more.

Just stop it.
No more..

  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Children crying in the Library
  • Reading: Haunted Houses of Alberta 2
  • Watching: Wants to watch House

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Not much to tell.
I'm Carol Hart. I have wishes of making it big, however it is.
I cant stand staying in one place too long, I like to move, open my mind and broaden my horizons.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Fort McMidgar
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: medium
  • Interests: Gore, Zombies, Pirates, Drawing, Any type of music, Dancing naked in my room
  • Favourite movie: Pirates 1-3, Dawn of the dead, the whole nine yards
  • Favourite band or musician: An Cafe, Miyavi so on...
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Shell of choice: My emo crusted shell
  • Skin of choice: Mine? But decaying?
  • Favourite game: All RPG, but mostly final fantasy 7
  • Favourite gaming platform: ps2 nintendo
  • Favourite cartoon character: Lina Inverse

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I never wanted a partner, and I never loved you
Now you are free to leave....

Circa Survive, In Fear and Faith
Thank you a lot. :)

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Wheeljack, why the FUCK did you build the Dinobots with small brains?
Thanks for all the favs!
No prob! Your cosplay is Very good.
Keep it up!

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lol
No prob <3

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