I'm just tired.

Tired of this shit hole you people have been calling life.
THIS is life?
War, hunger, woman and children living in fear of the men that beat them, and the Men abused by their cold heartless wives.
People dying for no reason, overdose, homelessnes.

ALL OF THIS IS LIFE.

I'm tired of this.

Positive?
You want me to think POSITIVE?
That's ALL I've been doing, that's all I ever do.
Think positive, try my best, get back on track, help who I can when I can, how I can.
I try to love, think happy, daydream and pray that one day, No I THOUGHT, I HOPED.
It would all turn around.

What do I get?
HUH!!?

WHAT THE FUCK TO YOU GIVE ME!?
NOTHIGN BUT DISPARE!

You take my father, tear me from my family, derail me, stop me at every turn , put me down, make me jobless, make me HOMELESS!
I've Stolen, I've lied, I've killed, I've sinned!

And THAT'S what I get for being positive?
You FUCK ME OVER AT EVERY TURN!?

Fuck this then.

I'm tired of my friends leaving me.
I'm tired of mooching because I can help myself anymore.
I'm tired.

I'm just tired...
No more.

Just stop it.
No more..